“In the Bleak Midwinter,” originally written as a poem by Christina Rossetti and later set to music composed by Gustav Holst, is one of my favorite winter hymns. Even though it was originally titled “A Christmas Carol”, and it’s in the Christmas section of the hymnal, and we sing it during Advent and Christmas, and it talks about the newborn Jesus and His mother… it just doesn’t scream CHRISTMAS to me. I don’t know why. Here, take a listen to one of my favorite versions by James Taylor.
To me, the picture painted in this hymn is the barren, stark, grey landscape of well, midwinter. Here in Minnesota, we should be shivering with arctic air and our grounds covered in a deep blanket of snow. Yet, this year has been one of the mildest on record with little to no snow cover around the state. Even Christmas and New Year’s felt unrecognizable when we are so used to ones of white; these special holidays kind of felt like just more cold days in a string of many.
The trees are bare, the grass is brown, and the flowers are dead. Everything around me is cold and gloomy, without the usual glittering icy beauty of our typical winters. Events that normally bring joy and fun to our cold winter season have been canceled; ice castles and sled dog races, ice fishing competitions and cross-country skiing, ice skating and sledding with friends — all put on hold.
My local family and friends fall into one of two categories: either they are thrilled with the milder-than-normal temperatures and lack of snow, or they’re bemoaning both.
Guess which camp I’m in.
I’ve always said, “If it’s going to be cold, it may as well be beautiful and snowy!” We still have to deal with finding coats and packing the kids’ daily snow bags for school but without the payoff of a snow fort, snow angel, or even snowball fight. (For those of you outside the chilly midwest, a snow bag includes all the gear one may need for wintertime outdoor recess: boots, gloves, hats, scarves, and snow pants. And yes, the kids go outside for recess unless it’s below zero.) Thus far this year we’ve been relegated to a brown, barren landscape. To me, a snow-covered landscape is anything but bleak. Snow on snow is the dream, my ideal for an already-cold winter. To me, the uncovered, dead, earth is where bleakness lies on display.
In the bleak midwinter, frosty wind made moan,
Earth stood hard as iron, water like a stone;
Snow had fallen, snow on snow, snow on snow,
In the bleak midwinter, long ago.
There are other kinds of bleak, deeper kinds beyond frozen ground. When I see these lyrics, I find myself wondering about the bleak state of the world when Jesus entered it, walked it, lived it. We know He experienced and witnessed depravity and hardship, poverty and injustices, smarmy streetcorner preachers and judgy neighbors. Surely the world was bleak, sullied from the Garden it once was.
We read in Scripture that with a bite and a blind eye, darkness fell. Eden was lost forever and the world became bleak. Sometimes when I stumble on a horrifying news story, hear of another school shooting, see the division carved by an exhausting political landscape, or think about the wars happening right now across the globe, I am overcome in a way that feels similar to the realization of Eden’s fall. I want to crawl into bed and hide under the blankets, blocking it all out.
But even then I couldn’t block it out of my heart, and I don’t think Jesus was ever able to either.
Our God, heaven cannot hold Him, nor earth sustain;
Heaven and earth shall flee away when He comes to reign.
In the bleak midwinter a stable place sufficed
The Lord God Almighty, Jesus Christ.
No, God sent His Son to live in it. To muck around with blue-collar workers, to live with family and the drama that accompanies it, to walk a mile in our very own shoes until His unjust death. To dirty His feet and suffer alongside the marginalized. To be forced to find beauty in a dusty, dry, barren, and bleak world that isn’t Home.
Heaven couldn’t contain Him indeed.
What can I give Him, poor as I am?
If I were a shepherd, I would bring a lamb;
If I were a Wise Man, I would do my part;
Yet what I can I give Him: give my heart.
And so many did give Jesus their hearts, lambs, and gifts. He was shown love by many in His life; frosty and sharp as the world could be, there was light. Jesus had dear friends, family who adored Him, and people who wanted to know Him more deeply. Even at the end, His people showed up and watched, prayed, stayed through the bleakest hour.
It’s love that pushes us through when the bleakness of midwinter seasons threatens to swallow us whole.
If we look closely, we can see His beautiful face around every snow-free corner, each wintering and bare tree, and even in the brown blades of grass covering our bleak midwinter land.
May we give Him our hearts. May He come and reign.
Ruth Mills says
Thank you for sharing this beautiful encouragement! This southern girl will see the bleakness in the bare limbed trees of my yard & be perfectly satisfied with the next to no snow cold of Midlands SC. But the evergreens staunchly displaying their greenery next to the naked Sycamore & Bradford Pears in my yard testify to the perennial faithfulness of God. We are currently seeing the same steadfastness in the path of grief of a recently widowed friend who we have been honored to walk alongside of even as I still have my beloved better half. GOD IS FAITHFUL even in the bleakness of grief! Yeah God!!! Blessings, y’all (((0)))
Madeline says
Such a beautifully written piece. I love that hymn. It really touches my heart. And I get it about winter. I live in Maine. We did have a little snow for Christmas but now not a flake to be seen. It has melted, it has rained, it has risen to 50 degrees. I feel it is a reflection of our unstable times. Nothing normal. Fortunately our God is always there, never changing even as the world changes.
Irene says
This is beautiful, Anna. You hit it out of the ballpark on this one! Bravo! The light in the darkness.
Lisa Wilt says
Anna,
This devotional hit home as we are preparing for 16 inches of snow in Kansas City! I had to share your devotion because days are so short making bleakness so common.
Sending you winter joy❄️
Lisa Wilt
Betsy Basile says
Dear Anna…This is certainly a story about the area that we live in. We have only had, maybe a quarter of an inch of snow here. The ski resorts are suffering as our temperatures may be 60 one day and 21 the next. Christmas and New Year did not seem the same either. They are so short staffed here where I live on those two days, we were served out inedible food on paper plates and very small plastic cups. So depressing to those of us did not have family to go to. Now today, they say we may have a half inch, but don’t get me wrong, since for 50 years I was used to having my car in a garage, but not here and I forgot how hard it was to clean the car off and nobody is allowed to help you. I constantly search for that light at the end of the tunnel, but my attorney has been on vacation for 3 weeks now so nothing is moving. This whole mess I am in was supposed to be done in August, then, November and finally, for sure, December. Well, that didn’t happen. If they would just stop fighting what my ex-husband agreed to and has been through the court. My son continues to try and find a way that I don’t get any money. Along with all this gloomy, bleak weather as your words said, it has piled more problems on me. Anna, I cannot pray any more than I already do. It is half a day, every day and I just keep praying for the same things. I hope I did not do something to anger Jesus. Well, I am still trying to be positive and lean into God. I know that something better will await me. All I really want is to see my grandson or talk to him. He is now 14 years old and I don’t even know what he looks like as the last time I saw him, he had just turned 11. No matter how much time goes on, I just cannot forget about this and what my son did to betray me. Sorry to ramble on. Thank you for your words today and much love I send to you. May your New Year be safe, happy and filled with love……………..Betsy Basile
Beth Williams says
Anna,
Today (1/3) we here in upper E. TN got a dusting of snow. It made the landscape more beautiful. Winter can be bleak. It’s dark & gloomy now. God’s love can push us through this & any trial we face. Thanks for a great devotional! Have a blessed new year!
Blessings 🙂
Becca Ann says
Such a beautiful reminder. Thank you. It is dark and so very cold this morning in a small mountain town of West Virginia. Suddenly, I am looking forward to a walk on the trails once it is light outside. A walk with love, gratitude, and faith.