I don’t even know where to begin. I’m about to leave my children in the care of someone else for a few days while I sneak away for a much-needed weekend with my husband and yet, I don’t know how to communicate the necessary information that make my children well,…my children.
Will I forget to mention that Spencer is afraid of thunder and the only meat he will eat are hot dogs and cold cuts? Will I forget to add the fact that Samuel can’t stand the sound of the vacuum cleaner? Will I neglect to share that though she is about to start Kindergarten, Sarah still must have her bunnies when she sleeps? That she gets incredibly emotional when she is tired? You know, the little things that only a mother knows.
As I am contemplating how to communicate this without sounding like a completely neurotic mother, I am stopped by a moment of clarity. This is exactly how Jesus knows us. Each and every one of us.
In her book Scouting the Divine, Margaret Feinberg describes a shepherdess she visited as being able to identify individual sheep by the noises they produced. Yes, each sheep had a particular way of saying “baa” and the shepherdess knew which ones were making which sounds even while her back was turned to them. She could say “Dolly, I hear you! Your food is coming!” or “Daisy, just minute! I’ll help you soon!” simply by hearing their cries.
I was quickly reminded of John 10:14-16 in which Jesus states,
“I am the good shepherd; I know my sheep and my sheep know me— just as the Father knows me and I know the Father—and I lay down my life for the sheep. I have other sheep that are not of this sheep pen. I must bring them also. They too will listen to my voice, and there shall be one flock and one shepherd.”
He knows our specific cries. He tells us He is coming to feed us. He tells us He is coming to help.
How good it feels to me that our God knows us so deeply. In fact, He has always known us intimately – even before our conception. He knows what makes us tick, He knows how to best reach us through our natural “bend” and He knows our most painful struggles. There is no one who knows us like Him. No one.
Of course, I know this. I’ve heard it repeatedly. However, I still sometimes find myself falling victim to the thought that maybe I am just really a speck of dust in His enormous kingdom – that maybe little old me really doesn’t matter to mighty and all-powerful Him. That maybe He doesn’t really have the time to know me because after all, He’s probably so busy with other stuff.
But then I am reminded that His ways are not my ways and He is omnipresent for a reason. That He loves me so much He has placed the Holy Spirit within me to intercede on my behalf even when I myself don’t know what is best for me. That He searches my heart and knows me by name. That in all things, He works for the good for those who love Him. Yes. Just those things. And then I feel safe.
Safe in knowing that He knows me so intimately. Safe in knowing that He created my inmost being. Safe in knowing that He is using my weaknesses to enhance His kingdom. He is indeed the good shepherd and I am simply a lamb who He knows so well and loves.
By Natalie Chambers Snapp, Mommy on Fire
Amanda says
How encouraging this is to read! I love the whole sheep thing in John. I love the whole message…
thank you and bless you, dear Natalie…
Tristi says
Great parallel. I will forever think a little bit more about God every time I identify my child’s cry from the crowd. Very cool way to look at it!
mommyonfire says
Thanks, ladies! May your day be blessed and may you feel God’s goodness!
Jen Ferguson says
I love the line “knowing that He is using my weaknesses to enhance His Kingdom.” That line is so good on many different levels, but first it reminds me that perfection is not required. I can learn more from my mistakes from my successes anyway.
Lea Culp says
Beautiful, beautiful post! I’m often reminded of how He knows the number of hairs on our head, knows all the details of our lives and is there to help us through every one of them. Blessings to you!
Kelly says
Just what I needed to read! Thank you!
April says
So encouraging that our Father and Great Shepherd knows us and loves us….thank you for this post!
Judy says
Beautiful post. Very related to things going on in my life right now. Thank you.
Tina says
Yes I agree we have an amazing Shepherd!!!
I am falling in love with HIM more everyday!!
This was indeed very encouraging!!!
Blessings,
Tina
mommyonfire says
Ladies, I’m thankful God’s words to you have touched you and offered encouragement for today. May it be so. Thank you for reading.
Holley Gerth says
Thanks for this wonderful reminder that we’re known and loved! 🙂
Sue says
It is comforting to know that we are so well known by our Heavenly Father, especially when we are hurting. I am struggling not to listen to the thoughts inside my head that are telling me that the pain would stop if I just to all my pills and went to sleep. Please pray for me.
Natalie at Mommy on Fire says
Sue, please know that the voice in your head that is telling you those lies is not God’s.
There is always redemption and light at the end of a storm – I am a survivor myself. You are valued and loved by God and He is walking with you right now – in fact, He is carrying you.
If you find the pain too unbearable, please call 1-800-273-TALK.
I will be praying for you.
Stephanie says
Sue, I am praying for you too dear sister. Please know that God loves you so very very much, and all of your sisters out in bloggy land do to. Hang in there, just take things hour by hour. You are a survivor and have survived thus far and I have no doubt God has amazing things planned for you dear one. Hang on, and remember the Bible is the only truth we have, those stinky thoughts we have are not the truth, but we KNOW that the bible is, and when we can’t quite wrap our head around beleiving it, CRY OUT – HELP ME OVERCOME MY UNBELEIF!!!! Because He looooovvvvvvveeeessss you dearly!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Kasey says
Yes, I love this picture, great parrallel.
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Stephanie says
I loved this post, and the picture. I am so glad He knows each and every one of us sheep better than we know ourselves. Cause, I don’t know about you, but my self can be pretty confusing at times 🙂
Sue, I am praying for you too dear sister. Please know that God loves you so very very much, and all of your sisters out in bloggy land do to. Hang in there, just take things hour by hour. You are a survivor and have survived thus far and I have no doubt God has amazing things planned for you dear one. Hang on, and remember the Bible is the only truth we have, those stinky thoughts we have are not the truth, but we KNOW that the bible is, and when we can’t quite wrap our head around beleiving it, CRY OUT – HELP ME OVERCOME MY UNBELEIF!!!! Because He looooovvvvvvveeeessss you dearly!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Amy Sullivan says
Natalie,
I love how you described the needs of your children. You, of course, know each need so intimately, and truthfully, I’ve never thought about God knowing and loving me that way.
Of course God knows that I don’t always cry when I’m sad, but I always cry when I’m angry. There’s no doubt in my mind that He knows I have to be the first one up in the morning or else I feel behind all day, and He certainly knows all my many faults and loves me just the same.
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